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Going Home

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Not in the mood to create something so just brushing without thinking.....my mind has been floating everywhere thinking about myself...living alone for almost 8 years...my mom passed away last year and I'm totally alone right now...my workplace has finished their project and not going to continued the project in a while...so that means I must looking for another job or I can't eat and can't pay my rented room..........it's so confusing how to get another money.....because of this I cannot finished my college though it's just one semester left....

Sometimes it feels so hard for me and think "Will I make it?"
"Can I do something with just this painting and drawing things?" I'm afraid that my skill not enough to make it.....and it's just the only thing I have to continue living...

I miss a thing called family.....I miss when I come home there's someone said "Welcome back" "Okaeri~"

Sometimes I feel so tired that I wanted to stop....maybe I worry too much? I really...really want to come back to a place named home...
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Shinjuuki's avatar
nice^^ reminds me of the song 'if i die young' ^^